10:00 P.M.
You said you'd give me half
But left me feeling so alone
It was the way you made me laugh
That made me want to give you everything I own
Now I'm caught In A storm
And I can't find my way out
Feelings inside me refuse to transform
And nothing I say pacifies your doubts
Nobody ever showed me how
Or what I need to do to set things right
But I'm realizing now
I'm goanna have to save this life
I was waiting for time to stop
Maybe then I could get this done
If I could get back up top
Maybe I wouldn't have to run
Sometimes I think about that night
When we hardly talked about what you said
When we drove around to avoid the fight
Just wanted to get in your head
You say it's official
What's gone is gone
Push me from the porcelain pedestal
Where you once set me upon
Standing here at the station
Waiting for your train to pass
Wish we could take a vacation
Time seems to go by so fast
Remembering your tender kiss
Memories really bring me back
There's so much I'm goanna miss
So much falls through the cracks
Sometimes I think
You still don't know what you want
Those thoughts drift away in a blink
And suddenly I'm a bimbo-savant
What I wouldn't give
For a spoken word from you
But time can't stop to let me live
So we just keep on pushing through
Another morning comes
And I wipe the sleep from my eyes
Something inside still feels numb
Even after so much times has gone by
By Kelly T.
