11:58 P.M.
Tonight was an absolute dream come true.
He was so great with details� Details of dating that I have totally let go over the years of dating my ex.
We went to dinner at a nice place on the water and talked for hours and caught up on anything and everything I never knew about him. It made me excited to meet the rest of his friends and family.
After dinner I had the opportunity to meet one of his nearest and dearest friends from St. Louis. They grew up together and have been through so much. For some reason, their friendship reminded me of how Amy and I are. It seems that no matter how far apart we grow, we always find our way back to eachother
BTK had told me so much about his friend and he seemed almost anxious, and worried that I wouldn�t take well to his buddy.
We had a blast. His friends were great. In a matter of moments, I felt like I had known them for years!
As the night went on, and on� and on, the drinks were flowing and somewhere things got out of hand. I caught ear of a comment from one of the girls we had both just met, that made me sick to my stomach and all I wanted to do was get in my car and drive home.
I knew I wasn�t the only one feeling uncomfortable when I saw the way BTK responded to her comments. He told her we�d had enough and we made our way to the cab stand for a ride back to his hotel where I had parked my car. On the way back he changed our plans and asked the cabbie to take us to a breakfast place.
We grabbed breakfast and talked for a few more hours. As we were on our way back to the hotel I mentioned that I�d pick him up in the morning and we could hit the beach. I could tell that my offer wasn�t received well when he escorted me to my car and kissed me on the cheek without even saying two words to me.
What the hell?
What the hell was I supposed to do?
I was running on 2 hours of sleep and I just wanted to get back to my own bed.
I drove home and couldn�t help but wonder if I�d ever hear from the guy again.
