9:58 A.M.
Since the distance has grown between Kitty and I, he has found himself a new "soul mate"
How could I ever compare to this?
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We're now on talking terms but I still feel like crap. Wondering If I should be looking for a new place to live, or working on my relationship with Kitty.
I feel more vulnerable than ever and it sucks....
Last night I was so tempted to destroy all of the pictures Kitty and I had taken together... Especially that one where he looks sexier than ever, and I look happy.
I wanted to walk after he said things wouldn't get any better because he wasn't willing to compromise....
I didn't move in with him to skip the compromises.
