10:54 A.M.
The apartment complex smelled like forest fire this morning and my eyes are burning from the pungent stench.
I thought I would have heard from him by now but Kitty is still out in New Port Richey with his mom.
His grandma passed this morning around 6 am and he left my place to pick his mom up from the hospital.
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(BACK TRACKING A BIT)
A little after midnight last night Kitty came in and fell asleep with me on the couch. I was happy to see him and he looked exhausted.
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Early this morning he seemed relieved that she passed so quickly. He rushed out to be with his mom just after 6 when she called to give him the news.
I remember when my grandfather passed it took a lot longer and I worried that he was in a lot of pain before he died.
I didn't intend to, but slept in today.
Kitty was going to call me around 10 and I wonder what happened.
I'm still so worried about him and wish there was more I could do to make him feel better.
I had a lot of nightmares last night even with him here.
I wonder what the heck is going on.
This morning around 8 the sun was beaming in my window when I awoke from a terrible night terror.
As a kid I used to feel safer from nightmares after the sun came up, but now I have no safe zone from the crazy dreams I have been having.
Woke up with a migraine and hope it subsides tonight so I can see Lauren and Royale. I hope Kitty can make it out too.
