5:29 P.M.
Find myself here feigning
As I look at the life I�m leading
Don't waste a moment blinking
I don�t want what you�re thinking
I want a Big love worth feeling
Just want a guy worth keeping
I want a life with meaning
Like the one I live while I'm dreaming
Spent so much time here grieving
Guess I need a lie worth believing
Spent so many nights here praying
You'd say the things you�re not saying
Hear the message I�m conveying
Inside my heart is decaying
Cause nobody knows I�m running
They think I�m just cunning
Maybe deep down I�m just craving
Another�s life that seems worth saving
Everyone needs someone to talk to
Why couldn�t my someone just be you
You say that you can't stand the distance
Yet you put up so much resistance
You pretend to be so oblivious
Yet you put up the wall that divides us
Lie to yourself each morning
Tell other's you gave me a warning
But the only one you're deceiving
Is the one with the secret you're keeping
You touched my soul when you saved me
And left it burdened and empty
You once acted so flirty
Now question if I'm still worthy
Left me alone here hurting
But I�m still your secret worth keeping
Wish you were in the life I'm leading
But that's not something you're conceiving....
By: Kelly T.
