4:12 P.M.
So there's this HOT guy that I keep seeing around the apartment complex.
I guess the first time I saw him was at the BBQ a couple of weeks ago.
I didn't have the guts to say more than an average hello, but now that I see him all the time I wish I would have said something more back then.....
Now I don't even have the courage to look up and smile at him.
Today he was up at the mailboxes and I saw him walking towards his car. I guess looking at his feet as he walked by didn't increase my chances of getting a second look.
If anything, he probably thinks that I'm some kind of creepy weirdo.
What happened to the confidence I once had?
And who the hell left this monkey on my back?
