2:48 P.M.
Ben wrote me a letter today. He said that I should use this accidental experience as inspiration....
So it goes...
I followed his advice.
It's very rough around the edges, but I haven't been thinking too clearly lately.....
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It will be a long road to recovery
I feel like I�m standing still
I could sure use some company
I feel like a chemical spill
Friends offer sympathy
For things that I have been through
I�ve lost more than my memory
And there isn�t much I can do
The doctor said give it time to heal
Time can heal all wounds
But time doesn�t help me deal
When I JUST want to feel normal soon
He pokes. He prods
And ordered another MRI
If they find much more wrong
I wonder if I�ll die
My neck is stiff
And I can�t concentrate
Depending on other's for a lift
Because my car delivery is running late
All this stress
Is bringing me down
How did I end up in this mess?
I just want my two feet on the ground
Doc says I�ll need surgery soon
For the gallstones in my gallbladder
I just want to lock myself in my room
Now that fear of death is the only thing that matters
I�m sore from my toes to my throat
And my head feels like it�s been split
My nose is busted. It�s broke
But it�s all something that can be fixed
I try to keep my spirits up
Try to keep an open mind
I�m ready. I�ve had enough
When can I leave this frustration and pain behind
By: Kelly T.
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Daddy needs a new pair of shoes
But the gator got away
Now he�s got the open toe'd blues
And it looks likes they're here to stay
By: Kelly T.
