12:06 P.M.
I had left the apartment for a few hours yesterday with Royale and Amy and now I'm starting to wish I had just stayed in bed.
We didn't do much at all.
I was just trying to get out of my place because I was tired of sitting here, looking at these same four walls.
There are only so many hours you can sit in one spot watching DVD's.
I thought about venturing out to see a movie in the theater, but my back, head and neck are killing me.
I'm not sure if those meds. the doctor gave me are doing any good at all.
I woke up this morning feeling totally out of it again.
I was in so much pain that I couldn�t think straight.
I've hit rock bottom.
I have NO car, and NO money.
I'm not sure how I'm going to make it through this week without a car.
I have rehab appointments every day this week and my doctor has already warned me that the vigorous physical therapy may be hell.
Damn, I need to get out of this rut!
I need some good news.....
Something to pick me up!
I just want my life to get somewhat back to normal.
This whole week has dragged on and on and on and on�
Tell me something good!
It's been a week since the accident and I've made less progress than expected. My expectations are not being met and I still feel like a bucket of sludge..... I've got to pull through this!
