6:37 A.M.
I stopped by to see grandma after work yesterday and when I walked into the house I went straight to her room. She was sitting up in bed talking to my aunt about the puppy and sipping a cup of soup. It was amazing how much better she looked compared to the day before when she couldn�t even talk.
I had a short conversation with her and she seems optimistic. She knows that her time is almost up, but she said that she wasn�t ready to go. Yesterday, well yesterday she was ready to go, but today after she slept for 18 hours last night she found new inspiration to live.
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I received a letter of sympathy from Amy and it brought comfort when I read it. She wants to send grandma some flowers and it made me cry when I read her words.
I miss her so much and I wish she could be here.
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I also got another letter from Pete. He said he had no clue about the things I was going through because I don�t often discuss them with my friends. He only found the news when he decided to check out my site to read about the things I write about.
As long as I have known him, he admitted that a lot has changed. He doesn�t know me as well as he used to.
He told me that he was here for me if I needed someone to talk to.
He also said he was most surprised after finding so many posts about sex. I never talked of sex 4 years ago.
�Boys were gross, and sex was something you didn�t talk about.�
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Tonight we�re off to see a band in Tampa, and I�m excited to get out to see a show.
I have a three day weekend, and I'm psyched!
There is so much I want to do!
