7:20 P.M.
After I went to the beach I decided to take a nap. I napped for quite a few hours.
I had another sex dream about Steve Jenkins and woke up wanting it.
Nothing like wanting what you cannot have.
Frustrated, I decided to go back to sleep. Going back to sleep only made it worse. I had a dream that I went into a porn store looking for �toys�, given I haven�t even seen one before I didn�t know exactly what I was looking for.
It was a nightmare. I ran into these two guys who were together and they were trying to give me sex tips based on their history together.
They picked up every toy on the shelf and tried to explain what it was used for.
The more and more they talked, the more it seemed like the store I was in sold no toys for girls like me.
One of the guys went into the back room to look for something special and while he was gone his boy friend started hitting on me. Sure, I was turned on. He was hot. He tried to kiss me and my skin started to feel all hot.
I was terrified. I kept wondering what his boyfriend would think if he caught his man kissing me.
I closed my eyes and wished it would end soon, and that I would walk away from the incident in one piece.
Just then his boyfriend came out and did the exact opposite from what I had expected.
When the guy walked out of the storeroom he brushed my hair from my shoulders and started massaging them. The massage grew more intense and he started kissing my neck.
It was all an act. The way the two of them had been acting towards each other when I walked in, that was all a front.
They were only acting interested in each other to fool me to let my guard down.
Well they fooled me alright!
The way they had been describing the feelings they got from perfect sex really made me want it. I wanted it, and I wanted it bad.
I was receiving attention from two hot guys at the same time and I didn't feel a bit guilty.
Nice.....
I woke up thinking, �What the hell was that!?!? F*CK!�
I need to get some�.
But I'm going to be a good girl.
