5:02 P.M.
Dad has made his way all the way down to the Keys today. He's taking my aunt back home after one of her final court dates. He's gone for a week, and my aunt is supposed to come back here in a few weeks.
Dad says that her new appartment is nothing short of amazing! He told me to make sure that I make it down there at the end of next month.
I'm sitting here debating on weather or not to meet my mom and her friends for dinner.
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I'm so damn tired.
I don't think I slept even an hour last night.
Even after talking to Kitty until just before the sun came up I was still so agitated that I couldn't rest.
After a short nap I woke up this morning and the bitterness still remainds.
I still have such a deep laothing for his buddy with the big mouth.
Kitty thinks that things will change once I leave the restaurant. He wants to put blame on the restaurant, but the truth is, I like that place and I'm sure it's not the restaurant that is causing all of the problems. More specifically it's his best buddy.
I just know that I have no part in it.
I know that I don't have Lauren, Missy, or Heidi going around spreading rumors.
I�ve been through grade school. I�ve been through high school, and NEVER have I dealt with so much fucking drama in a relationship.
I'm not going to waste any more time defending my own intentions to people who have nothing to do with my own personal relationships.
I OWE THEM NOTHING!
And I swear to God, I hope fire ants crawl up Chris's ass. I hope they infest his ass hole and build a nest up there the size of CANADA!
I hope cockroaches infest his ears in his sleep and lay a million eggs!
I wish he would get on his bigger fucking boat to chase his bigger God damned fish! I wish he'd go meet up with Madonna, and Liv. I wish he'd bring his camera and sail out to the middle of the fucking Bermuda triangle. I wish he would get swallowed up by a fucking hurricane and get stranded on an island with cannibals who eat him for breakfast, lunch and dinner, until nothing still remains....
Ok, maybe that last comment was a little much?
I fucking hate that guy!
Even if he were out of the equation, I don't think I would get over all of this crap he's put me through.
I'm just going to get as far away from that guy as I can....
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You bring me bitterness
And I cause you much pain
Even after feelings are confessed
This bitterness still remains�
