3:35 P.M.
I let go of the weight on my shoulders
Try to say exactly what I mean
I feel myself getting older
And watch my ambitions flush down the porcelain queen
Turn the other cheek
Dust myself off and move on
Live a life of mystique
Tell myself I�m better if they�re gone
Ongoing suffering
Hide it all deep inside
Walk away from his smothering
Turn away when I run and hide
Not asking for help
As you would probably turn up your nose
Wishing I were anyone else
Living this life with little emotion to show
Nothing to do with money
Nothing to do with fame
Finding myself more lonely
Knowing you will never feel the same
Don�t ask me why I�m down
Don�t try to understand
I want to pick up and leave town
And you want to blame it on another man
If only that were true
If only that did it for me
I wouldn�t feel so sorry for you
I wouldn�t need to set you free
So much you aren�t ready to accept
So much you would never believe
Dig myself into deeper depths
With no room here to succeed
I don�t know what I wanted you to be
Only that I could never give you forever
Losing sight of me
I push you away, promising you never.
By: Kelly T.