1:13 A.M.
**Laughing, crying, the whole nine, I wipe my eyes dry and tell myself that I am fine.**
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Watching the Amanda Bines movie again
Why do I relate so much to Amanda�s character in the movie? Do I relate to the fact that she is a server who has every day struggles, or maybe just the way that she feels like a huge part of the puzzle is missing? Since I have felt like something is missing, I've wanted something to change. I've craved a change like most girls crave fudge or ice cream.
I'll say it again, This movie rocks! I think I will probably have to watch this movie another dozen times to catch every single one liner.
I only wish I would have sat down to watch this movie sooner, but it really did look so damn corny in the movie trailers!
This musician guy looks so much like Gabe.
I wish I could stop thinking about so many things, still wondering how life is treating him these days.
There are so many things I could relate to in this movie. Sometimes I try too hard to fit in, and maybe I was just born to stand out. I should probably stop fighting it and just accept it.
All this time that I've been trying to work on polishing my proper etiquette, I should have been working on feeling a bit more comfortable in my own skin....
Maybe I simply want to see Europe with a smart, intelligent, foreigner.
I tell myself, "Oh, simmer down Kelly!" For now, I have a sandy beach close by and a steady hand, So I really have no need to pay for a pedicure.
