9:04 P.M.
I was never good at giving advice
I should just keep my mouth shut
I should learn to think twice
Maybe then, I wouldn't be in such a rutt
I was once heaven to you
The center of your cruel world
All that was pure and true
Was encased within this little girl
You wanted a big love
You thought you found it in me
But I could never give enough
I could never be the girl you needed me to be
I was so young
Too young to have a mind of my own
Pretended to be strong
And it�s left me more alone
You opened Pandora�s box
When you asked me for my forever
I picked up and walked
And told you we couldn't be together
I�m never going back again
Another promise I must keep
I miss you so much my friend
Most nights I still can�t sleep
Inside I'm beaten and bruised
Feeling down low
Suffering in this fate I didn�t chose
With the emotions I couldn�t show
Could I see your face?
If we were sitting in the same room
Are my feelings something that time can erase
you always told me I wanted everything too soon
Instant gratification
was never part of your plan
I was never good with communication
But you still tried to understand
Tell me baby
Who did you think I was?
That thought has made me crazy
And everything else has become fuzz
Party like it�s 1999
Trying to erase this hurt
I thought I�d be fine
But the alcohol just makes it all worse
So much you saw through
So much I never said
Now I think I can hear you
And you say you'd be better off dead
As time goes by
We've both moved on
You no longer cry
When you notice I am long gone
I know I once thought it was best
To bring our friendship to an end
But I failed that test
And I still want to call on you my friend
I can't hide in the cracks
It's much too late
I just hope that you don't look back
And associate me with feelings of hate
My heaven becomes hell
now that my peace is gone
All that was once well
Has now gone terribly wrong
By: Kelly T.
