9:07 P.M.
I wanted to give him something..
I've wanted to spend time making something for him for a while now.
I haven't found the time yet...
I keep getting frustrated thinking that nothing I can give him is cool enough.
Maybe I should just give him his money back and say, don't call me anymore because I have no clue how to reciprocate your generosity.
I'm not sure what I want to make for him but I haven't spent much time pondering the thought since he's been fishing...
He's started "fishing" for compliments...
He's reaching and it's annoying.
It's as if he NEEDS me to say, "I love you."
The more he reaches, the more I get annoyed...
I read his last post and he mentioned, "I was on her site tonight and wrote "Kitty: I love Banefulvenus". I also used the big L a little and she had no comment except her cute little giggle. (I think she likes me) ;) "
NO COMMENT!
It's not that I don't love him, it's that I don't know for sure and I'm not going to say it just because he wants to hear it.
If I were to say it now it would sound forced and that's just lamo!
It's not that he hasn't swept me off my feet a few times now, but I figured I could do something really cool to tell him he means something.
I'm not as eager to do it now that he's been trying too hard...
Yes, it is possible to try TOO hard.
There is a time and place for everything but he seems slow to understand that.
We've been arguing a bit lately and it's making me bitter.
I'm so agitated lately that I don't want to talk to anyone at this point.
He's making me nuts.
I want to see him, but he keeps doing things to annoy me.
Maybe he gives me TOO MUCH attention.
Maybe I need some time away...
Maybe it's because I'm sick.
Maybe it�s not him doing something wrong, maybe I just feel like I can�t do anything right when I�m under the microscope?
