9:28 P.M.
Loving to be seen
Yet rarely being heard
You become a feign
And the thought of distraction becomes absurd
You do as you will
You say I�m your inspiration
Live to feel the way you now feel
Cutting everyone else off from communication
You hide away in your shell
You take what you can get
Hide away the secret you won�t tell
Telling yourself you won�t let yourself regret
Do what you do
Without a thought or a care
Calling me your muse
Saying you would die without me there
The day will come
When I am no longer around
Leaving you feeling numb
Wondering exactly what it was you once found
Was it love
Was it hot
Did you give enough
Or did you not
Living in the very moment
You tried so hard to avoid
You run from resentment
Now needing to fill this void
The idea once seemed absurd
Unlike anything you had ever seen
Punished by the advice you never really heard
You wake up realizing you are nothing but a feign
Codependant upon this
The feeling that fills you full
So enchanted by my kiss
Yet feeling like such a fool
A feign fed by lust
The situation leaves you beat
You feel your heart turn to rust
But regret and bitterness will never lead to your defeat
By Kelly T.
