12:11 P.M.
I had a dream last night about a guy I used to date... I woke up feeling bitter.
BITTERNESS IS HELL!!!
I'm going to have to make a conscious decision to forgive and forget because it's taking too much effort now to regret...
*Bitterness Is Hell*
Did you disown me
For the sole purpose of shame
What was it that I didn�t see?
Why do you play stupid mind games?
I wont walk on eggshells
After our broken romance
Bitterness is hell
And I would never ask you for a second chance
Jealousy turns me green
And darkness covers tomorrow
Thoughts once obscene
Start to become even more shallow
So you turned me away
Was it easy to do?
What do you want me to say?
I would have stopped at nothing to please you
But now you shut me out
And you know where I stand
To hell with your hidden doubts
Grow up and be a man
Swallow your foolish pride
Don�t leave because of your pain
Don�t run away and hide
Because your bitterness still remains
It�s not that you treat me unkind
It�s not that we even speak
But when you left me behind
I was torn apart for weeks
You once wanted something in this
Something only I have
I once captured you in moments of bliss
And now there is nothing there to grab
I never asked you to suffer
I never asked for your lies
I just wanted a lover
To send me a reciprocated reply
Love never came to me easy
And it was definitely worth the fight
Now my stomach gets queasy
When I think of you at night
This heart has been broken
And tears have been cried
Not a single word was spoken
After my feelings went denied
I�m not asking you to forget
But I�m willing to move on and forgive
I do not feel a moment of regret
After the moments that were short lived
I know more now
Than I once did
I�m not left questioning how
You could have kept the secrets that you hid
So turn me away
If that is all you will condone
Take away your promises of �another day�
But don�t associate me with your fear of being alone
Loneliness is sorrow
And sorrow is hell
Why did you promise me tomorrow?
Before you knew me so well
Why was it so easy to accept?
Why was it so easy to take?
All the secrets you kept
Left me wondering if you were all a fake
Now I let you go
And I acknowledge the way we were both burned
I just wanted you to know
You will always have my honest forgiveness is return
Although there are things I should not know
Until you tell me yourself
All of the bitterness you once hid
Led you to find happiness in someone else
By: Kelly T.
