7:03 P.M.
I can't handle it...
I can't do it...
Everyone needs a little time away.
Every time I'm in the room with him, my skin feels hot and my heart beats too quickly, I become fidgety inside, while outside I probably appear to be a slug.
I try to mask this extreme attraction by showing no emotion at all.
I can't focus in class, I can't study, and I can't finish anything I start.
I don�t want to do anything.
I would much rather be daydreaming, or sleeping...
Maybe I�m just frustrated because it�s that time of the month�
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER KELLY!!
REMEMBER: YOU CANNOT F*CK THIS UP! YOU HAVE TO FINISH SCHOOL. YOU HAVE TO GET GOOD GRADES AND YOU HAVE TO STAY FOCUSED. HE'S JUST A GUY!!!
DAMMIT, DAMMIT, DAMMIT!!!
My mind starts to wonder. Yesterday he said that he was going to start working out and going to the gym so he could be one of those Abercrombie poster boys�
Dammit!
Isn�t he cute enough already?
I can�t fathom him in a rock hard body� Oh wait, yes I can.
Sweet!
Thinking of him in a rock hard body only increases the thoughts of, SEX,SEX, and more SEX�
Silky, Silky, Sexy, Sexy,
I can't focus.
What the hell am I going to do?