11:44 P.M.
Wow, I am never getting married.
I don't know if I could give my heart to just one man and stay with him forever.
I'm not getting married unless it's forever...
Then again, I've only got one man on my mind right now....
I look up to my friends who are married.
They seem to have it made.
Most days I wish I had someone to wake up next to in the morning.
I wish I had a last call...
I read Lauren's diary today. Even after she is married she still thinks about the others...
I think that if I even considered thinking about other guys I'd go on and mess everything up...
But then again, I'm neurotic right?
