9:57 A.M.
Why must I have someone hold my hand through this....
Why am I so afraid of failure?
Why am I suddenly so scared to make a change of lifestyle....
I can do this...
I can handle this....
Deep breath, take another nap, and get up and meet the owner of the restaurant at 2:00.
Then call my old job.... and
QUIT!!
But first! Go out and check on the dog. Make sure she hasn't eaten a roll of paper towel now that she is out of her crate.... Make sure she hasn't eaten another one of dads' cross-word puzzle books, and set the alarm to make sure this interview actually takes place at 2:00, TODAY!!!