11:25 P.M.
I've lost my way....
I've known this for some time now...
Putting faith in people that can not be trusted...
Wanting so badly to have something so real...
I need a quiet place....
Please G*d soothe my troubled mind....
Take this anger away; let me enjoy this concert I have waited 7 years to see....
I have such a selfish point of view...
Give me strength to forget all of this, let me move on, and let Ryan wake up one day to realize that I am not smoke and mirrors, open his eyes and let him know how he missed out on something so so good....
Please let me sleep tonight....
Take these tears and mend this heart that has been breaking ever since I realized it's true potential to feel a damn thing....
I write.....
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God Open up his eyes
Take his face from my mind
Make him realize
I won't come back after I leave this behind
I feel so all-alone,
Wash me pure,
Please lead me back home....
Let me feel safe and secure
I need a warm embrace
An intent to succeed
A caress, a kiss on my face
Do you understand this selfish need
Give me strength
Give me something more
I'll go to any length
Just remind me why love is worth fighting for......
Kelly T.
