12:58 P.M.
Ok, the candle ferries have started to get their but in line...
I can say that I lit the Ben candle just for luck and I woke up and BLAMO! He writes...
"Kelly,
It's been a long time since we have chatted, even on email. How is life for you?
Chicago is still here and I am still in it. My show is coming up in just two weeks and I am getting excited. My role is so large and so different from anything that I have done before. I hope that it is well received.
I will send one up for your friend. Enjoy the beach for me. It is still in the thirties and forties here.
Love,
Ben
"
Damn, it had been months since I had heard from him. It was a pleasant surprise!
Now that he is going to be some famous actor he will probably forget all about me....
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On another note, work has been busy.
I haven� t been able to shake this puffy cloud feeling that sticks in my brain just between my two ears�
I can�t think straight, but part of me doesn�t care
I have been distracted by thoughts of Friday... Payday, and a weekend...
Next Friday I'm going to take off for more doctors appointments and lab tests.
My brain is broken!
Then again, I don�t really care to think straight.
I don�t want my thoughts to be at work.
I want to be daydreaming. I want to imagine myself on some deserted island, in paradise�
The closest I will come to paradise this weekend is going to be Shepherds.
JBV wrote to tell me that the plan is official; we will head to the beach and sip tropical drinks with fresh fruit garnishes and little umbrellas
In an ideal situation I would be stranded in paradise with someone I can't seem to get my hands on lately. Someone who is too busy dealing with life to notice that I'm alive....
I may be off to work, but my mind is thinking,
Paradise! HERE I COME!
