11:41 P.M.
Listening to Ben Harper just before bed.
He has the most soothing voice on the planet...
God, how I love Ben Harper.
He sings,
"Waiting on an angel
one to carry me home
hope you come, see me soon
cause I don't want to go alone
I don't want to go alone....
Now angel won't you come by me
Angel hear my plee
Take my hand
Life me up
So that I can fly with theeee
so that I, can fly with theeeee
And I'm waiting on an angel
And I know it won't be long
Find myself a resting place
In my angels arms
In my angels arms....
So speak kind
To a stranger
Cause you never know
It just might be
who comes knockin' at your door
come knockin' at your door
And I'm waiting on an angel
and I know it won't be long
To find myself
A resting place
In my angels arms...
Oh, in my angels arms.....
Waiting on an angel, one to carry me home
Hope you come
See me soon
Cause I don't want to go alone
I .... Don't want to go alone
Don't want to go
I... don't wanna go alone....."
It moves me to tears.....
So fearful of my own mortality lately
As I have been for the longest time.
Feelings of mortal dread that no one will ever understand, I feel like I'm walking down a dark hallway all alone.
I would really like to see Ben Harper when he comes to town, but i don't know how to make it a reality....