8:27 A.M.
If I had a million dollars....
I wouldn't be up at the ass crack of dawn to go to a job that I totally hate!
So, tonight when I get home I'm calling Krisco. I'm calling him about that job that Wong had mentioned, and I'm going to go for it.
This schedule I'm on totally sucks.
I couldn't sleep last night, even after I took some tylenol Pm.
I totally want to be free. I want to sleep when I want to sleep, and work when ever I feel like working, and just finish school already....
I make no sense because I had very little sleep.
I wish I could stay home and sleep all day.
If I had a million dollars I would sleep all damn day, then I would be totally rested for tonight....
I get to see Ryan again tonight, and I'm trying not to be excited...
Note to self: Remember to ask Ryan about the Ben Harper concert, and the cocktail party....(If I still care after tonight)
I finished burning the cd, and it totally rocks!
The most moving lines on it so far are from Tonic. Damn I love Tonic! Emerson sings..."I don't want to be the one who hurts you, I don't want to be the one who fails..........Struggled all my life with empty moments....Any happiness I had was empty, it wasn't good enough, I wanted LOVE....Keepin' My Head on Straight...."
Tomorrow morning is the contrast CAT Scan. I've been dreading it for a long time...I almost want to call and tell them I won't be there. I don't think I can handle any more bad news right now...
