10:50 P.M.
I finally got to watch Steve's beauty pageant.
JBV taped the whole thing. He was on "The Other Half" and he got 2nd place in some corny pageant.
I saw him walk on stage and I busted out laughing, he was so nervous and he tried to be so smooth. It was cute.
JBV had a whole crew of people over tonight. Shelly, Chad, Lisa and I all sat around with him watching the Thursday night line up eating pizza. There was one part I blushed while watching scrubs. I could swear that I had the same kind of sex dream last night. The same dream that the one guy had on the show.
I had a dream I was a nurse and I was taking care of this guy. I think I was even wearing the same kinky little nurses outfit. It was great.... but then again, it was just a dream...
After the Thursday night line up, JBV brought out some old yearbooks so I could see what Ryan looked like in high school. He has ALWAYS been such a cutie.
It just so turned out that Ryan was on the same page as a guy I dated junior year. He was the dork of two twins and he looked so innocent in all of his pictures....
I remember my yearbook pics and I was such a dork! What am I saying? I AM A DORK!
I took a little time to look through the pages of the countryside yearbook and noticed so many familiar faces. I wonder what they are all up to these days?
Anyways, it doesn't matter.
I'm kinda bummed though.
Ryan STILL has NOT called.
I called Jen earlier and we got to talking about him. I can't recall why him and I stopped talking. I really wish he'd call already...
I'm tired of waiting.
Tomorrow Jen and I have plans to head to the bar in hopes to have a great time....and then maybe see him.
Ok, that second part is my agenda. I'm sure Jen could care less about seeing Ryan..
