1:25 P.M.
PB-N-J for lunch....
yuck.
But I want to save what money I do have for New Years Eve.
I asked my boss for the day off and he's fine with me taking the 1st off.... I told him I would come in a half day on Wed. just so I can keep up with all of my side work.
He's cool with it.
My stomach has been killing me. Harsh pains like I used to get when I worked at the dental office. Those days when I was under so much stress...those days that I just wanted to throw the towel in.
I've been sitting in my chair working diligently, and thinking about that silly dream last night. How I felt about this hot guy. Why can't I find that in waking life?....I know, I know, I am far too picky, and I'm not ready to lower my standards...
Which leads me to think about that guy I gave my number to at PRANA. I wasn't even attracted to him. I was only being nice. I would have much rather given Chrissy's new boy toy my number. But out of respect for her, I kept my number to myself and I will continue to do so....As for her, I don't think she would ever think twice about giving one of my boys her number. She's always been like that. Under normal circumstances, I would never give any guy she associates with the time of day. Most of them are burnt out on something.... But that guy, he's a hottie...
Maybe when that guy calls he will get my Britany Spears voice mail, and decide not to leave a message, and never to call me again...
I wish I didn't have to go back to work right now. The first part of the day usually goes by fast, but it's been dragging, so I know the 2nd part is going to suck!
I still don't know what I'm doing New Years....
Amy is leaving so early the next morning.....she leaves after the ball drops and she will be out of town for about a week.
So, life will be boring yet again for a whole week...
So I have to try to stay out of trouble.
I wish it were warmer outside. I want to go to the beach....
I'm not hungry the way I should be right now. I'm just tired....very tired...and drained.
