8:27 A.M.
Diary~
The last dream I just had before I woke up was about .............. It's been so long I can't even type his name without wanting to cry just looking at the letters on this page...
I woke up from such a dream I found Myself truely agreeing with her when she sings...
"I've wished on the little blue flames, under your brow, and baby I wished for you. Nobody see's when you are laying in your bed, I want to crawl in with you, but I cry instead, I want you warm, but it will only make me colder when it's over, so I can't tonight baby....
no ....not baby anymore.
If I need you I'll just use your simple name..
only kisses on the cheek from now on...
and in a little while, we'll only have to wave...."
But the fact that when I needed him, I couldn't even use his simple name...And now we don't even wave.....
I'm done sitting unproductively in deep thought.....
I'm off to work...
