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Saturday, Dec. 07, 2002
10:16 A.M.

Diary~

Last night Amy and I went to Storman's. It was good times. As soon as we got there I felt a little bad because Scott drove an hour just to be turned away from the club. It's 21 and up on Friday, and he's only 20.

We went in and danced most of the night. The only "Dunedin" crowd that we ran into was Dave. W. And one of his friends.

Then we saw Cathy and Trina. They were rolling out of their mind... Jay was there. He told me how happy he was that he was sober now...but we won't go into that... Let's just say, "liar"...

Towards the end of the night I noticed the guy who was dj'ing a couple weeks ago. The last time I saw him he was wearing a strange textured sweater and big bug goggles...

Well last night I asked the dj about this song and he actually knew who it was by. Go DJ what ever his name was?!

anyway. I guess he made a good impression because I had a strange, strange dream about him last night.

I had a dream that I was in NYC. It was snowing and I was being escorted to this big building with a long line of people waiting to go inside. I went in and headed straight to the dressing room. The club looked like Space. (The club that I went to with Shanna, In Detroit). Well there were a bunch of girls in the dressing room asking me what time I was going on. I told them that I wanted to do first or 2nd set because I didn't want to spend my whole night in the club..

I got all prepped for my show and I was wearing this really awesome outfit. It was made of the same transparent material that Brittany Spears wore for the music award a while back, and I had blond streaks in my hair. I was wearing these purple tinted shades and everything looked great.

I walked towards the stage and saw this guy that I used to see in Ybor every weekend at Empire. He was this older black guy, I can't recall his name, but he was a great dancer. Weekly he would show me his latest steps and I would integrate it into my dance at the club. Well in my dream he was my manager. He told me good luck before I got on stage and told me that "tonight is going to be a special night."... He handed me a wad of cash and said, "Have fun"..

I went up and danced a set of about 3 songs. I really got into the music, and once I got into it, I wasn't in such a rush to leave the club.

I went into the dressing room and went to my locker. I over heard some girls talking about a new girl who was going to be dancing at the club. The girls didn't sound too happy, but I didn't care either way. Amy called on my cell phone and told me to wait for her. She was coming by the club because my manager called her. She said that he called to ask her approval on something. For some reason I thought she was a business consultant, and it was just business so I shrugged it off and waited. I got a shower in the locker room and started to get ready to actually go out to a different club with her.

My manager came in the dressing room looking for me just as I was getting ready to walk out the door. He grabbed my arm and tried to escort me to the bar rather than the front door. I was confused, but I followed him. He handed me a wad of cash much larger than the previous amount. It was all 100-dollar bills. He said, "someone paid for a private dance and I couldn't turn him down..." I had a feeling in my stomach like I wanted to puke. I said hell no! and pushed the money back at him. Then he went on to explain that the dance this guy paid for was just a set of 3 songs. It wasn't even a real private dance. He just wanted me to go back on stage and dance for everyone... Amy ran up and said, "trust me girl, you want to do this!" I was so mad that anyone would sell me as a private dancer. I grabbed the cash and put it in my locker and then as I came back out to the club I heard my favorite techno song...it went something like, "I got somethin I wanna say, let me sing it to you.....yeah,.....yeah....."

I grabbed the beat break while I had the chance and jumped on stage and tore it up! I had so much fun. I remember all 3 songs were so great! My favorite techno songs....

I got off of stage and Amy said that I wouldn't have problem thanking the guy who paid for the dances because he was the new house dj.

We went up stairs to the huge room enclosed by glass. It over looked the dance floor and it was a non-smoking area. Just my style! All the couches were velvet and the pillows were satin and feathers. She told me that the guy who paid for the dance was a Greek God. I was nervous walking up the stairs. I kept finding reason to go back down. I finally got up there and saw a Greek guy in his older 20's maybe early 30's. A Greek God with a receding hair line... :)(he was the DJ from Stormans)

He was wearing this long white fur coat and I asked him why he was wearing a woman's coat. He took it off and placed it over my shoulders. Amy laughed each time I cracked another joke and he took my hand and placed this big diamond ring on it. I just thought my friends were playing a joke on me so I played along. He said that he had a wad of cash for me every day for the rest of the week if I would dance a set of 3 songs. I was like yeah, sure, right, whatever...Fine, I'll do it..

Amy looked at me like I was out of my mind and just then I realized that she didn't have anything to do with this. She pulled my arm and took me to the other side of the room, she said, "Are you outta your mind? He owns you now!"

I went back to try to cancel the deal and he got up to walk out. I had to follow him into his limo. We started talking and I told him how uncomfortable I was being anyone's property. He said it was all my choice and that is why he only gave me money for one week. He already knew about how I commit to things and jump out of them as soon as I figure out that I am stuck in it.

We went to this really nice place for dinner and Amy called on her cell. She asked if I had taken care of the problem. I told her that I was going to try it out for a week, and she laughed.

She said, "I knew you would do it. I'm so happy for you. I only tried to talk you out of it because I knew you would freak out and I wanted to freak you out before you got in too deep. But you go girl. I'll meet you at the restaurant in 20."

I hung up the phone and realized that I didn't tell her where I was. I tried to call her back and her phone was dead. Just then she came walking in behind me. The DJ had a huge smile on his face. She was with his friend.

She sat down and explained that her and the DJ's friend had been dating for a long time. She didn't tell me because she got so serious so fast and they are getting married in 2 weeks, and that is what the nice dinner is all about. I was so happy for her.

I had felt manipulated so many times in the dream, but it all ended up working out for the best.

I woke up feeling really, really happy.

I thought about the dream, and laid there in bed for a while. Even though in my dreams he was a Prince Charming. He's still not my type in the real world. I'm pretty sure he's not Prince Charming...

I want to go out and find that song by DJ Icy ASAP. I love it! I'm going to go back to bed for a while, cause my body still isn't ready to wake up....

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