2:55 a.m.
Diary~
I'm so tired right now, but I have so much on my mind. I'm tired of the issues that plague me in the middle of the night. The issues that keep me from a restful sleep. It doesn't matter if I take sleep aides, they do not help!
I can't relax.
Why do I have to be responsible?
Why can't I just let go.
I'm agitated!
What is my point?
I need something new.
A new car, a new job, some new inspiration....
I want to feel like someone's new toy.
I want to find myself a new toy.
When am I going to find the reason why I'm here?
I swear that my life will always be the same, it's constantly the same story with a revolving cast......
Cut! Cut! Cut!
I want to skip ahead in the script!
This is all wrong, this is the part where Kelly is SUPPOSED to win the lottery and live happily ever after with prince charming! Haven't you guys seen this episode?
We will have to try this again.
Tomorrow there will be another casting call, for:
Kelly's Boss
Kelly's disappointed lover
Kelly's angry X boyfriend
Kelly's Obsessive fan
Kelly's movie buddy
Kelly's soul mate
Kelly's massage therapist
Kelly's confidont
Kelly's phone buddy
Kelly's new crush
Kelly's worst enemy
Kelly's best friend
Kelly's advisor
and
Kelly's reason for living and breathing....
Know your role.
Study the characters in detail.
Find out why the last cast couldn't make their time last.
You are the future and they are the past...
Retakes will not be available. You get one, and only one audition.
Life is not a dress rehersal, so make it count dammit!
