6:11 p.m.
Sneaky Diary~
My foolish mother forwarded me a message that she sent to my aunt.... My mom's sister. She was talking about how she wanted me to go back to school. She said that the reason I haven't finished was because I have a learning disability in Math...This is all news to me...But I ended up writing some poems after I read the email. I felt a little betrayed. I�d rather her not talk about me to her family. She is probably just let down because she only has Katy to brag about. I'll never give my family something to brag about...
Mom has her doubts
While dad spends his time at home
My parents want me to get out
To prove that I'm all alone
Mom told Cathy
Sheila and Becky too
"Kelly's gone deep and daffy,
Can anyone buy her a fucking clue?"
Everything in my life becomes constant
Can I buy another vowel?
Dreaming of an early retirement
While my story begins to unfold
I'm staying in the same place
So afraid to move
Can you find the disappointment in my face?
Tell me what I have left to prove
Dropped out of college
With every intent on going back
Mom wants me to clean out the garage
As my original plans fall through the cracks
I saw the email myself
Mom made me feel like shit
She secretly wishes I were someone else
As she says "What's wrong with you dammit!"
My life has become more complicated
Since I�ve tried to be an adult
I can't avoid feeling discriminated
When all of our problems become my fault
I can�t act my fucking age
Because I�m still trying to figure a way out
My life is destined to turn another page
Now that mom has expressed her fucking doubts
By Kelly T
