1:51 a.m.
A poem I wrote.....When????............., I can't recall the exact date. Probably less than a year ago...
You said I gave you hope
You said I made you believe
You say you walked a tight rope
Between hopeless and naive
What have I become
With this beauty you found in me
Images in the mirror leave me numb
Faced with what I never thought I could be
I left no time to lose
No time to escape
All the excuses I could have used
Come too little too late
I will never hold you
After I�ve run from your love
There�s nothing I could do
I could never give any man enough
Spent all my time soul searchin�
For another soul mate
Should�ve remembered where I�d been
Remembering without feeling bitterness and hate
How could I have ever been the one
The one to touch you so deep
Why do I feel I�m left with none
When did this feeling creep
Misery loves company
But company just brings me shame
You took away my sensibility
And infamy follows me around with blame
So you let me go
Because of your insecure doubts
I should�ve known
I�d be left living without
You were the closest thing to real
The closest I have ever found
I just don�t know how to feel
Now that you�re not around
Kelly T