1:36 a.m.
"Snazzy" Diary!
~This is one of my favorite poems~
I was never popular in the first place
Until I opened my big fat mouth
Disappointment washes over your face
Turning your affinity for me into doubt
How can I ever make up
For this stupid mistake
Will I ever give you enough
How much time will this forgiveness take
I remember your sour withdrawal
The way our friendship was quickly severed
I�m willing to give my all
And willing to wait forever
Can I say I was drunk
Can I say I�m sorry?�. I was wrong
Think, think, think, I never thunk
I wish we could just get along
When I said we would always be friends
My words were never a front
I swear I�ll never speak up again
If you would just forgive me this once
Maybe I tried too hard
But I just can�t let this honest apology go
It seems I came so damn far
And there is so much I wish you would know
It hurts me just as much
That I could hurt you so damn bad
Imagine I can feel your touch
Thinking it could have been the best I never had
I may never know
And we will never be
Now that we�re both more alone
I wonder if you ever think of me
I think of you tonight
Right before I climb into bed
Wishing I could make things right
Wishing I could take back all the stupid things I once said
Kelly T
