10:16 P.M.
I’m floating.
I’m on cloud nine, and NOTHING, not even Kitty's cruel cold shoulder, can drag me down at this given moment!
I am going to have GREAT dreams tonight!
Things have started looking up again and I am so excited. At last! I have something to look forward to again.
Brian just called and we finally set up some plans. He says he’s been looking forward to meeting up and I am swiftly starting to feel the same way. It’s been years since I’ve heard his voice, and there’s so much we’ll need to catch up on. His genuine enthusiasm inspires so many energizing emotions within my body.
He had me so wound up just a moment ago, that I actually had goosebumps while I was talking to him.
He arrives 9 days from today and I can hardly contain myself.
He says he plans to visit more often over the next 10 months and I’m ready to let myself have a little fun and let go of the inhibitions I had moments prior to his phone call.
It’s been well over 5 years since we’ve kissed, and all of a sudden after hearing him talk about us brings it all back as if it were only yesterday.
That last kiss goodbye… That kiss that by hook or by crook, made my whole world stand still..
Only days ago, I had the wind ripped from my sails. I felt so weary and tired, and thinking about getting close to another man made me want to physically hurl my guts out.
Suddenly, I can’t wait to get him to the beach to see that HOT body, and taste his tender kiss.
With all of this pent-up excitement, the next 9 days are sure to pass by at the speed of sludge....
