1:44 P.M.
Last night we had that �We need to talk� talk.
I thought we were going to just hang out as friends and take things as they come?
Turns out he doesn�t want to invest time in something if I�m already sure it�s not going to lead to a relationship in the end.
How am I supposed to know?
It�s still so early to tell.
He says that he�s been through a lot these past few years and if nothing else, he has learned that you only live once and life is short.
I�ve taken his proposal and kept it in the back of my mind but I�m not sure I want to settle in with anyone at this time.
He works 13 days out of the month and is willing to commit a larger portion of his time to me.
He made his offer, and wore his heart on his sleeve but I�ve never done so well with ultimatums�
My head is spinning.
Now that he�s cleared his plate, the Burdon lies in my lap.
I have a big decision to make.
Years have past since we last dated and a lot has changed.
I have forgiven him for the things he had done in the past but I can�t readily pick up where we had left off.
I�m off to Iowa in the morning and will have a lot to think about while I�m there.
